Chill

The news about the Interim application was supposed to come out yesterday from Prof Hardy and I still haven't gotten an email from him. Does that mean my application was rejected? :C I hope not. I hate getting the results from applications and stuff like that. My self-worth and capabilities are in question and I put myself thru so much worry, ifs and if-nots and am I not good enough and all that. I know I shouldn't and be calm and evaluate myself based on my true and honest belief about myself, but I get all fidgety and anxious all the same. Sometimes I think the amount I get anxious influences whether I will be accepted or not.--which is of course untrue. But gad! where's that email?????? This sucks big time.