I feel so messed up. Final is tomorrow and I need to do lots. The farewell party was today, and Nate and Paul decided to be "nice" because apparently, it's Nice Day. Of course I was suspicious of their compliments cause they were more than plentiful. Why do they have to always be sarcastically nice bila ckigu kita dlm bilik sama??? Sebab kita yg nampak spt budak yg tak tahu malu, tak tahu respond dgn kata baik. I nice juagk kat mereka, tapi when aku betul-betul mean dgn mereka (gurau je lah), cikgu around. And I think I rasa tak suai sebab I'm already stressed and masa I set time utk ambil ujian awal, aku tak tahu macamana nak kata whatever masa, asalkan tak ganggu, sebab I'm taking it dekat rumah dia. But I think sebab dia demam sikit, dia kata, katajelah dan I'll be there. I think I'm nitpicking into things, but sometimes I feel that I tak cukup leadership qualiti dan driven to dapat things siap :(
Dan aku masih bimbang pasal cuti lepas semester ni. Terutama kail pasal masa minggu Disember akhir.